You know that disgusting feeling when your in class and all you can think about is why you forgot you had class minutes before? I am sick and tyered of people. In all truth, having friends might sound sweet and amazing, but I feel its like eating a fatty burger, as you hold it, the savioring taste soothes your buds, but shortly after, the disgusting feeling after when you realize your filled with trash?
yeah? Thats how I feel. Friends are an illusion of happiness, a maze for frantic people to think they have an end point to their desires. You ask for a active conversation, and loose humility, you ask for siliece and you have judgemental notes, ringing their way into the conversation. Annoyed, yes, thats how I feel. Tyered of the hypocrocy influxed in a relationship where purity is the lacking agent. Purity of heart, what does that sound like? What does that feel like? Empty web of screaming opinions, where can I google it? Wiki's catalogue is exhaustivly vague.
Smiles aren't worth it, nor does judgement matter, because my frown of today will be laughter of joy, with or with out your face, in memory nor presence.
Only as a comment, Long term status: searching for a pure heart.
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